the only one I want

Tears running down my face
as I said today would be the last time
you said you loved me
I said nothing
you said you would miss me
Again I said nothing
just said it hurt to much
hurt to much to come see you
see you in such an awful place
my heart pounding out its own defense
telling me not to do this
that i loved you too
But i wouldnt listen
not after how you hurt me
I would never be so weak again
I'm with someone else now
But its unfair to him
That when I kiss him
I only feel you
I only want to feel you.
he is just a distraction
To keep my mind from finding out
What my heart already knows
I'm still not over you
No matter how I try
I cant get you out of my head
you are the only one i want