Broken

I gave you my heart
And all my love
You just told me
It wasnt enough

You asked for more
And I gave that to you
There was nothing
I wouldn't do for you

When I was at my weakest
You put me down
When I was on my knees
You kicked me to the ground

You spit on me
And called me names
Saying it was my fault
I was the on to blame

Your tore out my heart
And stepped on it too
But still all the shattered pieces
Won't let go of their love for you

Spooning Moon

It's a spooners moon tonight
So grab a loved one and hold them tight
Kiss them gently, sweetly, soft
Tell them that you love them lots
Whisper softly in their ear
The things that they long to hear
It's a spooners moon tonight
Don't ruin it with a silly fight
Lovingly caress their hair
Tell them without them this world you could not bear
Fill the silence with loving words
That for years they have not often heard
It's a spooners moon tonight
Time to make all your wrongs right
Give them comfort they have longed for, for years
Slowly kiss away all their tears
Now you two shall become one
And may all your past transgressions become undone
Remember it's a spooners moon tonight
And your futures are shining bright

Masquerade

Hide your feelings
Behind your mask
Don't reveal them
Even if they ask

Keep what you think
Inside your head
Without emotions
You become the living dead
The world is our masquerade
Welcome to our demented parade

Keep your heart hidden
From everyone concealed
Keep it a secret
Never to be revealed

Become someone else
Because your not good enough
Manipulate their feelings
To get their love
The world is our masquerade
Watch your true self fade

Wear a disguise
Don't come as you are
Just like in poker
You must learn to hold the cards

It may seem immoral
But you'll love my twisted game
You'll realize you have been playing for years
Under a different name
The world is a masquerade
How easy you were to persuade

Don't doubt me now
Your conscience is already gone
Do you realize now?
What you have been doing is wrong

You have manipulated and played
With people too naive to resist
They don't realize they are in love
With someone who doesn't even exist
The world is YOUR masquerade
Now that you have lied and betrayed

You were perceived as an angel
But have recently fell
Burning in your glory
In the dark pits of hell

Now I have your soul
And rightfully so
You played the friend
But in reality were the foe
Welcome to MY masquerade
Realize YOUR twisted fate

Who am I? You ask
Oh can't you see?
I'm am Satan
And the devil is me

You have followed my whispers
And now are trapped
You will be my puppet
Cause integrity you lacked
Oh welcome to my masquerade
Where no one will come to your aid

Demonic Angel

she looks down at her tattered wings
and thinks about what could have been
before she had this last regret
Before she commited her last sin

when she thinks about her past
it almost seems unreal
she was so different then
back when her emotions she could feel

Her heart has since hardend
black and as cold as ice
Broken beyond repair
Yet you can see the fire behind her eyes

Her only thoughts are of vengence
its the only reason she is still alive
her past she just cant get over
she feeds off of the anger to survive

she ravages for blood
her past lost in tears
she has forgoten her humanity
she has forgotten her fears

No longer human
He made her this way
She fell to easily
And became his prey

Theres no going back
She gave him her soul
She gave in to the devil
And fell down his dark hole

She gave him everything
And he gave nothing in return
Just left her with anger and regret
It was a hard lesson to learn

So the demonic angel
Cried tears of blood
cause she lost the only one
she had ever loved

Moving On

I found a poem that I wrote when I was 14 It kinda fits my situation now.

Hey boy
Now listen to me
Your not everything
I had hoped you'd be

We were just friends
But I'd hoped to be more
I was just waiting
For you to open that door

But you refused
And that's too bad
It's your loss
Cause I'm the best thing you could have ever had

While it lasted
It was fun
I just didn't expect
For you to run

Now there's no more crying
No more tears
No more insecurites
No more fears

To better things
I'm moving on
Wasting my time
Feels so wrong

Sweet dreams

Sweet dreams, the day is done

The moon is here to say goodnight to the sun

Gather your blankets and climb into bed

Close your eyes and lay down your head

Rest now with peaceful dreams

Of twinkling stars and shining moonbeams

Sweet dreams my darling, sweet dreams my love

Sweet dreams my precious gift from above

Reina's Lullaby

Let the stars align in your eyes

Kiss the night goodbye

Let go of your childish fears

And know that I am here

I will watch you while you sleep

May only good dreams you keep

For I will love you forever

As long as we are together

So shut your eyes and dream away

And wish for a better day

May my love find its way to you

And angels watch you all the night through

Baby girl

Baby girl I need you

I cry for you every night

I just want you in my arms

So I can hold you tight

Baby girl I need you

Every night I pray

For god to give you back to me

Or to have let you stay

Baby girl I need you

I have wanted you for so long

My heart lies with you

and your hearts gentle song

Baby girl I need you

You were my everything

I dont want to know

what life with out you could bring

Baby girl I need you

But I will have to let you go for now

God give the strength

Cause I don't know how

So baby girl go be an angel

I have to put you to rest

You will always be in my heart

But sometimes god knows best

the only one I want

Tears running down my face
as I said today would be the last time
you said you loved me
I said nothing
you said you would miss me
Again I said nothing
just said it hurt to much
hurt to much to come see you
see you in such an awful place
my heart pounding out its own defense
telling me not to do this
that i loved you too
But i wouldnt listen
not after how you hurt me
I would never be so weak again
I'm with someone else now
But its unfair to him
That when I kiss him
I only feel you
I only want to feel you.
he is just a distraction
To keep my mind from finding out
What my heart already knows
I'm still not over you
No matter how I try
I cant get you out of my head
you are the only one i want

without you

You smile your touch
Your hug your kiss
These are the things
I will forever miss

for right now you have been
taken away from me
I didnt see this coming
How could this be?

It feels like yesterday
I was in your arms
you winning me over
With your good looks and charms

Laying next to me
all through the night
You cuddled closer
and my heart took flight

Now I reach over
And your no longer there
The pain of the change
I cannot bear

No longer feeling love
I now feel fear
It feels so wrong
with out you here

A new Life
Growing in my womb
but with out you these four walls
Feel like a tomb

Your child will never
know who you are
cause the life you chose
Led you behid bars

Love behind bars

Love through Bars

You know i should hate you
For all you have done
my healing process
has only begun

what i feel for you
was built on lies
but that was lost on me
Staring into those deep brown eyes

to fall out of love
i would do anything
But Im Afriad
What a life with out you could bring

I just cant Forget
Your Deep Kiss
that still lingers
on my lips

Each touch
A Memory
giving me a Glimpse
Of what life could be

But that all went away
At the drop of a dime
your now in jail
Doing your time

So for now i will love you
Through the bars and the glass
because My heart
Just Cant forget the past